Im gay and willing to join ANTM next season and just want to be on tv?

im gay and i want to join america's next top model next season. i don't want to be the winner, i just want to know how good i am or better than other girls and to let other people know that gay guys could also compete to girls. i've been in to drag competition before so its not difficult for me to do modeling, i can be look like a real woman and i can change my voice. im 5'8 tall and willing to be in the competition with girls and i aim to be in top 5 or 3 at least and i want to see my self on tv. lol, remember natasha in cycle 8? we have similar looks, i hope tyra will not kill me. bbiittchhy girls in the competition trying to mess with me? im also a bbiittcchh. pls no jealous girls answers, i just want to have fun lol.